[Wolvie]

I am on your level as I am with Fabs,..
I guess I am just more ticked off then some and now it is coming down to alot of losses,...and I am just really,REALLY tired of losing!! You know what I mean?!

I have worked hard in my life as well as others have,...I am 42 yrs old,.. I can`t wait for or hestitate in anyway to get my life "BACK" on track.
And NY has done this to me.
Alot of my friends tell me to go back to driving big truck,...15 yrs ago,...sure I sure would consider it,...but now!I just don`t know if that would help or hurt me and my family.?

It looks at this point as soon as I can raise $500.00 I will be moving to Ohio and leaving my girlfriend who owns this house we live in,...She just can`t give up what she got crippled for and I can`t ask her to do that.
So not only do I lose a good home and life with her, I lose her as well.
I can get a job in Ohio,..that pays (to start),$11 to $12.50 an hr), and that`s with no experience.
But the same job here in NY only pays $10.50 an hr and is harder then Hell to get into.I have applied at least 7 times in 6 months.I had 2 interviews and that was it,...another place couldn`t allow me to stay employed because ,.GET THIS CRAP! , I didnt have a bank account for "Direct Deposit".
I was like WHAT!!!!
I spent like $450.00 to go to the classes,.money I didnt even have , I sold my side job,..my riding mower to go do this crap,..and they gave me that BS,...So I took a cashier job , can u believe that SH$$ !!! A cashier! and only to have my hours cut to 29 hours a wk.at $7.00 an hr.
I pay out $100.00 a wk for child support,..then there`s taxes,..If I would have stayed there i would have been bringing home a $35 to $45.00 pay check.Who in the -------- can live on that?!!!

I tell you all,..I have worked harder looking for something then I have actually worked.
It is hard and the COLD HARD Truth of it all,...I have to do what i gotta do,...I gotta move to where the work is,..and SUCK on it!!

I tell you all this as well,....I PRAY and BEG and PLEAD for God to allow a war in this country,...So I can get my justice,...on those who have oppressed me and my family and friends,..I know i sound crazy,...BUT I am venting,...and I just cant understand how this country is going to the dogs and theres nothing anyone of us can do about it.THAT just SUX!!

I am very sorry everyone,....I needed to RANT and VENT,..even though it will do no good,...I hope that no one is or was offended by what i said,..and I would not blame HuntChat Mods if they deleted this POST or even kicked me out,...but i am an American ,.and like the other Millions of Americans I am just so drained on losing.

Later All
SAFE HUNTIN~